Wednesday, November 24, 2010

chit chat small talk bullshit etc.

I've been talking too much lately. It's kind of a problem. I really, really hate when I do it. I feel like talking so much makes me inaccessible and makes it harder for other people to talk to me, which is the last thing in the world that I want. I would, 9 times out of 10, prefer to just listen. But I feel like these days I don't shut up, ever.

And I mean, I'm not stupid...I know that I need to talk to get other people to talk to me. Trust begets trust. I just feel like I've been doing too much talking and not enough listening. And it's not even good, interesting talk. It's fruitless and empty talk.

Rambling, nervous talk.
Rambling, nervous writing.
Meh.

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